Marmut Merah Jambu baru mengingatkan luka lama

ok, khusus hari ini gw mau ngepost 2x, i know it's a hellish day, but it's still worthed in the end.

first of all, gw mo ngucapin slamet bagi yg udh slese UAS, karena gw baru mulai, demit... and second of it gw mau memberikan pujian kepada Raditya Dika, thanks banget buat pngalaman hidupnya yg mau di-sharekan kpada kita, really touching, a combination of love and comedy, it's a great masterpiece allright.


gw belajar banyak dri bukunya kk Radit, trutama yg ini, Marmut Merah Jambu, udah pada beli?blom?BELI DONK, bagus loh... back to the business, gw paling ngerasa kagum yg pas tntang kk Radit sama Ina jadi BF (bukan blue film, tapi Best Friend), trus dia gk sadar klo Radit sbnernya suka si cewek itu, *poor guy*

now it's all about me, AGAIN, gw pengen sharing dikit deh... I have a crush too you know, dia brnama xxx(maap disamar,gk enak klo ktauan), dia skola di skul yg sama kyk gw dulu, pas klas 6 smester trakhir2 deh, itu aja gw bru liat 1x, hasilnya? cinta pada pandangan pertama, gw coba dketiiiin trus, trus, trus, trus... stopnya kapan mas? anyway, gw akhirny dpet no HPnya, agak susa, krena pas SD gw trmasuk anak yg freak abis....

so i called her, again, and again, and again... pokoknya enak dh, klo gw tlpon ke dia, mngkin dia trpaksa jawab, tpi tetep aja, her sound makes me fly... trus gw tlpon dia(lagi) satu malem, eh mulut gw nyeplos, "gw suka lo, mau jd pacar gw?" what a fuckin idiot... dijawab sih, tpi ditolak, so, at least i didn't cry, and i think i must go on, hasilnya? walopun gw brusaha lupain, gw masi gk bisa, sampe detik ini, saat gw nulis inipun gw masi mikirin dia...

2 years with no text to her, no calls, just a 'hi' if we meet coincidentally, dan di 2 taon itu, gw udh punya pacar 9, but still, i broke 'em up because in 1 condition, 'i still love someone else, sorry' , walopun gw skarang masi sms dikit2 nanya plajaran (pura2 gk tau biar bisa sms dia), tapi gw masih aja gk bisa lupain dia, smpe skarang, thank you xxx, i hope someone else could make you happy... 


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Steven